The day when Ruchelle Agregado became a part of my life. I met her when she sent me a friend request in Facebook.

Shower me with your Love

Our wedding day

Ruchelle, the kids and i spent the night at a condo my family rented in Honolulu. We were heading straight home but Juliana stayed behind with my family. I was driving. An argument ensued.

Ruchelle was out of control for she was shouting and kicking me while we were on the road. I tried to restrain her using just one arm while my other arm was holding the steering wheel, but then she bit my fingers real hard. When she didnt had enough, she bit my elbow this time.

After we got home in Pearl City, i messaged some friends about what happened. I have a photo shot of the convo. Ill try find it.

Ruchelle and Jorus didnt slept at home las night. I didnt know where theyve gone to. Whenever i ask her she just slashed at me.

Today i received text messages from her that she wanted back all the things that she gave me. Like the gold bracelet she gave me which i was against it when we bought it. She just got her tax refund of 6,000 dollars. Told her to save it for the kids but she didnt listen.

Also, she wants our wedding ring back coz she said that she bought it with her personal money.

Saying also that i am nothing without her, I cant even provide for myself, cant even buy milk for the kids.

I have the nerve telling her to pay the rent. I said that coz thats what couples do, we help each other. But to her, its different.

I arrived from work and the house was quiet. Ruchelle and the kids wasnt home.

That night,while i was alone waiting for them to come home, a guy named Jessie Luga, came to our house. He didnt forced himself inside the house. We spoke outside just in front of our main door.

Jessie Luga came with a guy behind him. \240He was flashing a gun tucked in his belly while saying, dont try to act as if you know everything. This is Hawaii not the Philippines. We can do whatever we want here. So you behave and stay out of her. (Ruchelle)

The conversation was witnessed by two neighbors who i persuaded to execute an affidavit but refused to do so.

Found out that Jessie was his boyfriend before me.

My immediate family in Las Vegas came \240to visit. Juliana and i tagged along with them when they went around the island for a tour.

Ruchelle didnt want to come. I didnt know where she was going for she too was getting ready to go out.

Juliana and i arrived in Las Vegas to escape the wrath of Ruchelle. Last night was so stressful for me. My dad told me that we should go to California for a while. He said that he just got of the phone with Ruchelle. He told me that she was furious and was looking all over for us. My dad lied to her about our whereabouts as claimed.

Thought i wanted to stay and fix the problem, because my family was pressuring me to leave, and so we went.

That night, my brother in law and i were having a drink at their residence where we stayed. Ruchelle called. The conversation was about me trying to fix it while she was trying to justify what was going to happen.

The conversation was recorded for my personal file and references.

Juliana and I went to see the sights and sound at the Las Vegas Strip. Never seen Kulyams so romantic and happy as seen here in the photos. 😊

I went back to Hawaii for i was so uneasy thinking that i left Hawaii with no explanation. I felt i was obligated to go back and fix the relationship. And so i went back.

Was so surprised that Ruchelle was so calm and peaceful. She even fetched me from the airport. Since she acted strange, i took the opportunity to make my move in fixing it.

I had to think fast. And so i decided and informed her that we are going to Kapolei and see the sight at the Pillbox. When we are about to ascent, i realized that it wasnt good for our baby and so we didnt push thru. We went to her friends party instead.

She was so drunk that i had to carry her from the car to the bed. I placed our baby in his crib and hum him to sleep.

After that, it was the most unforgetable time in months. We made love almost all night.

It was a Sunday, i invited her to go church and give gratitude to the Almighty for he has given me an opportunity to fix it, but she declined. She teasingly said, she just wants to stay in bed and hug me and be with me.

And so we had sex most of the time for 2 days since i arrived from Vegas. It was so wonderful! I thought really that the hostilities was over. I was so happy!

Or so i thought.

We went to Kalihi to visit a friend of hers in the afternoon. While we were on our way home from Kalihi, i was shocked that she started to act differently. She was again furious. She was shouting at me, accusing me of having sex with Noralyn etc. She was never the same like the 2days prior ever again.

Its my 38th birthday. She did not even cared enough to greet me a happy birthday.

It was new years eve 2019. When Juliana and i arrived here in Hawaii, i promised myself that ill be devoting my time in building a family. I will try to be the best dad to the kids and the best husband to my wife.

But i guess i failed. So its just me and juliana.

A recording of Ruchelle and i when we went to visit our son at the

What have they done to you?

What have they done to you?

I met with Dr. Jones my psychiatrist at around 5pm in Waimalu plaza. When i got home, this question just popped up in my head. Why am i the one being studied?

I just wanted to know the answers to these questions. Ruchelle is the only one who could answer them but since shes lost forever, ive been trying to look for the one person who could answer me.

Why did she abused me? Why did she left me so easily and just like that? Why did she made me believe that she loves me? Wasnt our love that strong? Does she even care that our kids doesnt have a daddy?

If all of the above were in the negative, what was my purpose? Who or what was i to her?